I am General Manager in a leading-edge Tech company and I am infatuated with a female colleague.
It is not because she is beautiful, but for the fact that she is excellent in her job. She is smart, hardworking, and successful.
I also love that she is a good person, humble and focused on her career.
My admiration for this woman has become an infatuation. You see, I am married and I fear God, Allah (SWT). I never miss any of the five daily prayers.
One day, I told her how I felt about her, but she rejected me.
You see, she is also married with children. She said I must be crazy to expect to have a relationship with her.
But, I can’t stop thinking about her. I fantasize that her husband divorces her and I step in to take his place.
At moments throughout the day, I stop and chat with her. I try to force her to work hard and tell her boss about the mistakes she makes.
I hate that she rejected me.
She never complains though and but just keeps performing well in her work. I find this irresistible and my infatuation for her only increases.
I do not feel this way about any other women. After all, I am a God-fearing person and treat other females with respect.
But this woman….oh my, oh my…how can I get her out of my head?